Conquest Over Masturbation: Entry 1

As I mentioned in the stylelife challenge Day 1, Mission 1 questions, masturbation is an issue for me. In an effort to stop masturbating I have deleted all porn on my computer, all bookmarks to internet porn sites, and have added a count-up clock to give me incentive and see my progress. The problem has always been maintaining my resolve and controlling the urge to masturbate. I have collected porn and then in an act of desperation deleted it all many times in the past, but to no avail. I would keep going back to it. Even worse, over the years I have visited the same sites over and over again to the point that I have the names of those websites ingrained in my mind and it will take years for them to fade. Hopefully I can find the focus and determination to rid myself of this behavior. It is a cheap thrill that takes up way too much time and energy and I find it very unbenficial overall. Either get the real thing or nothing at all is how I need to look at it.

2 comments:

Donovan

January 2, 2008 at 1:51 AM

It's definitely a huge energy waster. Having an entertaining life helps with this! Good luck!

Lucy McBees

October 17, 2011 at 5:52 PM

We need more and more save energy... But if you think it should be fine, why not?